Support my Non-Profit: Change the World

I would like to announce that I am now the director of a Non-Profit Organization!!!

This is a dream come true!!

Change the World is an organization that helps the Homeless Community.  We raise money through money donations, as well as hand made apparel.  We also take other donations, such as: blankets, gloves, socks, clothes, feminine hygiene, dental hygiene, and basically anything you can think of.

When it comes to the Homeless Community, California is accounted for 20% of the nations homeless population.  Los Angeles’ streets is the home for about 35,000 Homeless men and women.  Part of these are veterans, who fought for our country, as well as elders, middle aged men and women, young adults, teens AND children!

There are people who do help this community, but we are different.  We don’t just give them items that they need, but love.  We give them a time of day, and an ear to talk to.  We give them eye contact and a smile.  We make them feel whole again.  That is our goal.

And if the few of us can do this, so can everyone else.  A simple smile is the first step to changing the world.

Please support us, and share the word.  Remember that you can make a difference.

Here is our

Website: http://conorbuckley13.wix.com/changetheworld

Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/Change-The-World-883209378427935/

Twitter:  https://twitter.com/CTW_2046

And our email is: changetheworld20146@gmail.com if you have any other questions

I’m Back !

I am back!

– Back from vacation.

– Back to school.

– Back to a normal routine.

– Back to procrastinating.

– Back to blogging.

– Back to reality.

So be prepared for random blog posts, as well as some venting, and…well…the things I feel are important in my life.

Hope everyone enjoyed their summer!

XOXO,

Cece

Trapped in Education

I look down on school a lot.

I know it isn’t pointless and it will help me get somewhere in life.  But, I look at the time in school as wasted.  We are trapped in desks surrounded bu blank walls.  We are tested on things that are nailed to our brain along with how we view the world.

I believe school brain washes us.
I believe school keeps us from seeing the world.
I believe school stops us from living our lives.

I believe all these things ( and more ) but, I still continue to attend school and learn.

Is it because I am trapped?
Is it because school is the only thing I know?

I wish I could get up and leave.  I wish I could explore this beautiful world I live o.

But, for now, I will close my laptop and head off to school to learn about our planet and why school is the only option.

I will definitely be dreaming about the world and what she has to offer us.

In Need of a Good Book

I am going to Kauai, Hawaii for two weeks with my mom!  And I know we will be exploring the land and enjoying the water, but…we will also be relaxing on the beach.  What better way to soak up the sun than with a good book?! Nothing!

Sooooo if you have any suggestions, I would be happy to hear them!

Thank you,

XOXO

Cece

PS:  I am a sucker for a tearjerker and a love story.  But, I enjoy pretty much anything that can take me into another world.

The Ex – Best Friend

Yesterday I sat down and enjoyed my cup of coffee at my favorite cafe.  Across from me sat one of my ex best friends.

Ex best friends hurt more than ex boy friends.  In my opinion.  The ex best friend has watched every tear fall along with the best laughs.  They have heard every story about the boy friend and the ex boy friend.  They curl up and watch movies while sharing pop corn.  There is something special when you have an incredible best friend.  Mary was mine.

Mary and I had a sort of falling out after a few years of friendship.  She began saying things behind my back to one of my other good friends (who I introduced her to).  This then began ruining the other friend and my relationship.  The other friend has now confronted me and well the things she told them was false.  This hurts even more.

Anyways…back to my cup of coffee.  We decided to meet up because life is rough and well we’re used to leaning on each other.  These few hours we spent talking was a process.  It was awkward at first then slowly we got into the details of our lives so far and…well…it ended with a long hug.  I would not say we are back to normal. Because that is a longer process.  But, we are on that path.  Last night I finally fell asleep with a smile on my face because of the power of a good night text.  Yes, Mary sent a good night text with our usual emojis.

I am still hurt by the things she did.  I am trying to work past them, but only time will tell.

So, if you have a best friend that you had a falling out with, I suggest you try and reach out to them.  If the feeling is mutual, then there is a possibility your friendship can start again.  I know it isn’t easy, but a candle cannot be lit without someone striking a match.

XOXO,

Cece

I’m Now a Puppy Mommy!

This is my first time adopting.  Yes, I have had a few puppies in the past, but as a child, you don’t take on the full responsibility. My parents helped me give the dogs baths, clean up after them, and pay for all the expenses. Now it’s my turn.  Let me tell you, it is not easy.

Everyone, meet Cedar!

He is a 5 month old puppy.  His dad is a Boston Terrier and his mom is a Siberian Husky – Lab. (Imagine that!)

Cedar is definitely different.  At first he was super mellow and didn’t want to do much.  But, he is now finally comfortable and runs around the house for hours.  He has discovered my kitten, Pebble, who is about a month older then him.  The stereotype that dogs chase cats, does not include Cedar.  On the other hand, Pebble chases Cedar, and this begins their game of tag.  This happens when they wake up in the morning, out front in the afternoon, or 2 am when they should be sleeping.  The funny thing is Pebble is the instigator and gets Cedar at his most vulnerable moments.

I have had Cedar for three weeks now, and he is now comfortable with walking on a leash.  On top of that, he finally plays fetch! At first, he looked at me like I was dumb.  Now, he won’t stop.  The only problem he wants to play fetch with a teddy bear and not a ball.  But, we’ll get out of that stage soon.

Be prepared for more about Cedar and our adventures!

Until next time!

XOXO,

Cece!

Please Click The Link

One of my good friends has an amazing talent.  His voice gives me chills, and the way he plays guitar moves through my body like no other.  He has been writing songs for years now, but he hasn’t been able to complete an album.  With the help from peoples contributions, he will be able to produce his first album.

Here is the link to his kick starter campaign.

If you cannot contribute, at least visit his sound cloud page.

http://www.soundcloud.com/ryangraymusic

His songs are from his heart and from his experiences. Give him a chance, and spread the word!

Thank you for your support. It means a lot.

It’s FRIDAY!!

The saying, TGIF is one of my favorites.  I absolutely love fridays

– I don’t have school

– I don’t have school tomorrow

– My weekend has began

– No work on the weekend

– Friday is for fun

– I just love Fridays

Anyways…..

This friday is a special one.

Today I am adopting a puppy.  He is beyond adorable, and his ears are too big for his own good.

I will post more about him over time (along with pictures). But, I was just so overwhelmed and wanted everyone to know I am adopting today!

Happy Friday!!

XOXO

Cece!

Feeling Lost

The questions about which career path I should follow are non stop right now.

Psychology?

I love psych. I love helping people.  I want to understand the way people are and I can do that through this field.  But, I get attached easily.  And I empathize for others and put myself in their shoes.  This will add more stress to my life and my anxiety will get in the way. But, I am good at psychology and I actually understand it.

Physical Therapy?

I have worked in a physical therapy office for three years now.  The first year I loved it.  I was helping others get back on their feet and enjoy life again.  But, there were a few elders that did not progress.  I actually watched them weaken over time.  During my third year as an assistant, it began to wear me down.  I was stressing over patients pain, progression, health and so much more.  I would go home and worry about them doing their walks.  This also added stress to my life.  Also, it’s a lot of work.  As much as I want to help everyone, It depends on insurance and liability and a lot of other issues.  I will not be able to balance this and take care of the patients.

Teaching?

I would love to teach at an elementary school.  I love to watch kids learn, and helping them in the process would be very fulfilling.  But, there are so many hours you put in as a teacher that you are no being paid for.  I know it’s not all about the money, but I do not want to work my ass of grading and creating work if I am not being paid for it.  But, then again, I would not mind being an english teacher.

Gerontology?

The study of aging.  Elders are my pride and joy.  I want to take care of as many as I can. The elders have the best stories and have overcome a lot of obstacles.  They have wise words and amazing advice.  I would love to be able to take care of them.  My motivation comes from my uncle.  When he was in a nursing home, the nurses did not treat him well.  I do not want anybody else to go through what he did.  No one should live a long and enjoyable life and end it in a home where they do not care for you.  But, I get attached easily, and the elders do not have much time left. This is a tough decision, but something I would enjoy doing.

Beach Bum?

The best decision there is.  Carefree. No taxes. Life is good. But, what if it rains. What if I don’t find food, or water. What if it’s freezing. So, I guess the beach bum idea is just a good thing in my head not in reality.

Just Sayin Hi!

I know it has been awhile since my last post, but I have been incredibly busy.  And when I do find time to blog, I come down with a case of writer’s block.

Writer’s block is one of the few things that stress me out.  I’m writing about my life.  It should be easy. Right? But I guess because I only have a limited time to write an entry my brain goes into panic mode.  Maybe writer’s block has a connection to anxiety. But then again I have no clue.

A quick update on my life. And I mean short and sweet because I will go in to detail on a later day. I am beyond stressed with school.  And if you don’t know me, stress and I do NOT get along.  I have been in and out of the hospital because stress gets the best of me.  I try my best to beat him, but he always sneaks up on me. Soooo with this said, I have not visited the hospital because I have been occupied. But, I have been sick and had an on and off headache.  Other than that, life is good.

I finally saw my mom after a couple weeks.  We don’t live far from each other, but our schedules collide.  It was only for a few minutes, but it was just what I needed.  The perfect Mamma hug.

I went on a double date to the LA County Fair. Yes, I did say date.  I am now seeing someone, but I will touch on that in another paragraph and I will definitely go into more detail later.  Anyways, we went to the fair with my parents.  And we had a lot of fun joking around and enjoying the night.

I am dating someone.  He is one of the best people that has been placed in my life. He has been there for me through it all and, well, girls and guys can’t just be best friends.

Now we are currently in Las Vegas visiting his mother.  And we will be leaving tomorrow morning.

 

Enjoy your weekend!

XOXO

Cece!